Hello! Well, since I've got a pretty nice blog layout now, it makes me want to blog more (laughs). I wanted to make a very nice blog with nice photos talking about how my life has been, graduating and being unemployed. However, I couldn't wait (laughs). So, I'm going to the workforce soon. Time is passing way too fast. I want to slow down things and see things in a bigger picture. I guessed I'm too impatient at times. Having a boyfriend is not an easy feat for me. Being my boyfriend is not easy as well. Thoughts about the future scares me. So does growing up and being an adult. I do have my fears, my anxieties and my worries. Sometimes I do think that this is too much for me to handle. Sometimes I do wish I can just probably give it all up and hide in my own corner. But I guess everyone have to grow up one day right? Who's going to protect me till I'm old if I'm not going to grow up and take care of myself. I just have to take this a ste...

OH HIHI, Kinda excited to be blogging around lately again. Well, as you guys have known (or might not), photobucket is down (and yes they did send me email informing me to backup whatever things I've had on it). Hence, because of this, my blog has become a whole lot of mess with unlinked pictures (yuck it's ugly and messy). Therefore, I'm here again to revamp it and give it some life. Firstly, it's kinda sad that cbox is out. I've realised that previously our blogs are not secured websites. So, with that, cbox is not appearing in secured websites. Hence, I decided to remove it even though it's kinda nostalgic to put it right? My goal for this revamp, is not really to make it into a whole new wow in trend kind of site. However, it's more of like tidying it up while have some remains or vibe from the old one (so I will still remember my roots ya?).  This blog post will be in conjunction with the process of how I changed my blog. This means ...

Aries - someday someone will love you so much that they won't be able to stop themselves from waking you up in the morning when you are still sound asleep; someday they'll love you enough to let you sleep.  Something I've read in 2015 and I believe I've found the person. Hi my dearest boyfriend and this is a post dedicated for you. Thank you for being with me for the past one year. Even though it's just a year, this journey is quite an unexpected roller-coaster ride. Despite how much others must have thought we are very loving (and yes I still think we are loving), we do have unbearable and terrible moments that made both of us bawl our eyes out. *trying my best not to cry while typing this out HAHAH it has been so long since I've write an emotional post or even a blog post HAHAH!* As you know, I'm not very good with expressing with words or neither am I a very good writer or had a good fluency in English, but here I am typing my heart ou...

hey hello there, it's always great to know that there's someone loving you as much as you do. came across something and was feeling very touched as it is dedicated for me. in times of being confused and feeling lost, it's always great to know that there is someone there backing you up, always there for you if you ever need help in any ways. i'm happy i found those people. it's always hard to accept things that is unfamiliar to you, and you find comfort when someone shares the same thinking as you. thank you loves for thinking that i'm still the same and not being the messed up creature i am right now. thank you for still loving me as what i am. thank you for always standing by me even though i might not be there for you like you did for me.  and i know i can always count on you lovelies. 

As a child, I've always wanted to make my parents proud. I have no idea what to live to. Living for myself doesn't bring as much strength. Since my parents are the ones who brought me up, I've always believed I should be living for them. Of course, partly living for myself. I'm usually not so particular with my results. I'm quite a happy-go-lucky kind of person, or rather that type of student. Neither do my parents have very high expectations of me as well. My mum does says she wants to see me in that 'square hat' (yes, that's a kind of expectation). Yet, she doesn't really give me any stress and saying that just passing is fine. Well of course as a student, I came to realised that just passing will not get you a 'square hat'. Ever since then, I thought that maybe one day I can award them with the gift. Maybe with that, I will know what I should live for myself next. I thought I'll end up in Junior College, but apparently ...

"I love you (a very long pause) just like a sister loves a brother and a friend loves a friend." "And she won't be you" Well apparently this post is not gonna be a normal one.