I've found that someone


Aries - someday someone will love you so much that they won't be able to stop themselves from waking you up in the morning when you are still sound asleep; someday they'll love you enough to let you sleep. 

Something I've read in 2015 and I believe I've found the person.


Hi my dearest boyfriend and this is a post dedicated for you.
Thank you for being with me for the past one year. Even though it's just a year, this journey is quite an unexpected roller-coaster ride. Despite how much others must have thought we are very loving (and yes I still think we are loving), we do have unbearable and terrible moments that made both of us bawl our eyes out. *trying my best not to cry while typing this out HAHAH it has been so long since I've write an emotional post or even a blog post HAHAH!*
As you know, I'm not very good with expressing with words or neither am I a very good writer or had a good fluency in English, but here I am typing my heart out heheh (well you pretty much deserve a post over here). I don't care if I sounded like any of your exes or what la hor but I'm just going to say what I have to say for you heheh.
First and foremost, thank you for accepting my past and being so open with it when I shared it with you. I know I've got a lot of past guys (just like how you have a lot of past girls *coughs*) and it's probably not easy for you when I'm telling you about their stories but you have always been very accepting about it and listening to me as a friend would do. You know that I've come a long way and you really did your best to mend all my sadness with those past guys even though those are not your responsibilities to began with. Thanks for being the guy that wants to help me achieve all of the things I've always wanted to do in the past so that my life is fulfilled with no regrets. Thank you for giving me my belated 21st birthday present even though I didn't invite you to my 21st party.


Second, I would like to thank you for being my best guy friend even though you're my boyfriend now. Thank you for understanding me so well that I thought nobody else (except my family) would. Thank you for not giving up on me and on love, when I am. Thank you for knowing how I felt despite crying when you confessed. I know that both of us took a big leap of faith on love and being in a relationship again. It's filled with fear and uncertainty and I'm guilty of being the burden of always pushing you away even though I know that it's tough on you as well to hold on to me at times. Lucky to have you, knowing my anxieties and pulling me up although you're also at the brim and telling me that we can do this together. Thank you for letting me feel what being in a relationship is like and how someone can love so unbounded. #truelove  


Third, thank you for making me feel like a princess every single day even though I didn't ask for it. Thank you for always assuring me with all my insecurities and telling me that I'm enough and that I'm all you ever need. Thank you for always saying that it's your fault even if it isn't every time at the end of our fights. Thankful for how meticulous you are every single time. Thank you for always showing me to the world proudly even though I'm a jobless girlfriend. Thank you for making me so proud as well to have you as my boyfriend. I probably wouldn't say that it's a pity that I only met you like now because you're worth the wait. Thank you for always being the strong one, but do let me take care of you when you need to. Making you happy makes me the happiest as well. I might not be the best cook in town but I'll still cook for you if you're hungry (although most of the time, you're the one doing it haha). All in all, do know that I love you and I guess that's all it really matters. 

Happy 1st Anniversary, sorry that this is all that's I've prepared for this very special day because I believe there are more to come *insert evil laughter* (although ya correct this is a huge milestone for us but haha this is all I've prepared). To end it off, here's an url I would like to share: https://thoughtcatalog.com/tella-marie/2017/11/one-day-youre-going-to-meet-someone-who-stays-no-matter-what/

Rest well for your work tomorrow yeah? 爱你 ♥ 


Because, simply, I believe, in the future, you'll be my favourite person to come home to.

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