Sunday, March 4, 2012 @ Sunday, March 04, 2012
Hahahah, this applies to me too! Too embarrassed to sing out hangul without romanization fearing of pronouncing wrongly. But who cares, I mean I'm not korean, so it's fine if I don't pronounce it right, correct? :x
Gahhh, seriously envy. But now I realise that not all girl groups leg are as skinny as GirlsGeneration, so I shouldn't envy since 'some' do some 'touch up' with their legs. Natural, simple, best.
(starting from the left of the above picture: HwiHoon, Kyungkyu, Jisoo, SungHwan, YongHyun)
Hello! :D
Suprisingly, I'm always going SHINeeSHINeeSHINee,
and you might be thinking you're on the wrong blog cause I probably won't be talking about other boys or even posting boy's picture that is not Onew or SHINee.
Hahaha, but you definitely on the right blog, the one that go craze over SHINee.
Hahaha, the boys, known as The Dangerous Boys above made me have mixed feelings every time.
I shall say, almost every episodes I had watched, from episode 1 to 11, I had been crying, sometimes only a short cry, or one drop of tear.
It's such a remarkable show that I had been waiting to watch.
On the 'last' episode, I cried from part one to part five, which is from the start of the show to the last part.
It was so outrageous, that you might say I'm lying, but I'm not.
That because I watch the show quite late, I ended watching at midnight.
And even though the show ended, I'm still crying.
It's the first time I cried so much for a show, I didn't even cried so much for SHINee or even Onew before. :x
Not to mention family, cause I cried a lot for them, HA.
I'm referring to outsiders, that I cried for.
I'm not the kind that usually cries for people I don't really know.
The DBOYS, made me cried after the show ended, and because it was already late, I went to brush my teeth crying, and sleep while crying.
Yes, the next day my eyes went PUFF.
Why did I cry? I don't really know too.
Sad, happy?
Now there's only left the last episode, which covers the uncut specials.
So, does that mean I don't get to see them anymore?
Now, posting this makes me sad too that tears are near the brink already.
From the very first episode, I see them from being such bad and rebellious boys that drink, smoke and speak vulgar, don't even know how to dance to boys that are well behaved, disciplined, reduce in smoking and seldom hear any vulgar.
I didn't know if they speak off cameras you know, but definitely you can see their character change.
In just two months.
Watching the last episode, they show what they say at the beginning and now.
It's a huge load of difference.
It was really a pity YongHyun left, when five became four.
They made me realise, that it's not to late to find your dream.
I envy people with dreams, and the DBOYS once does not have any dreams.
Now they do.
What about me? I'm a person with no dreams too. Gahhhh.
Though I don't smoke or drink or speak vulgarities, but one thing similar between me and the DBOYS in the beginning is that we had no aims in our lives.
Through this show, I am trying to find my aims.
And yes, because of this, I'm thinking if I'm right in choosing my diploma when I can go to another one which I am more interested in and with a brighter future.
But nahhh, everything has made it place and I'm just going to go for it right?
DBOYS made me learnt that it's never too late to change.
It's okay to be late and never, right?
And watching them facing problems together made me realise that in whatever challenges I'm facing, I always had family and friends around me to help me.
I agree that I don't really share my feelings quite openly, since whenever I try to speak, either nobody listens, ignore or just reply with some short answers and just want to skip the topic.
People had told me probably I choose the wrong time to speak or the person I'm speaking to is frustrated at that point of time.
That's why I tend to speak to myself more than to my friends, or I would speak to my family.
But friends still give me a pillar of support no matte what, even if they didn't lend me a ear or shoulder.
Their presence just makes me happy, being my friend I'm happy enough.
Because I'm someone that is not independent.
I envy people that are independent.
I'm dependent on others, that's why if people leave, I'm loss.
ANYWAY, I'm sorry I'm posting such emo stuffs in this blog .
But because I really wanted to talk about DBOYS.
And sooo.
I hope YongHyun would make his promise to SNSD, that he would go for therapy.
And I really do hope he would be happy, and change for the better.
He is really a gentlemen, when he once said he won't drink till drunk when he is with girls. Good luck YongHyun!
For Kyungkyu, he is really a funny guy. He looks fierce on the outside but actually he cares others. It's really sad seeing him when all the other mothers came and his grandmother didn't, I hope he won't feel to despondent over it. And I'm so grateful to Jisoo's mum that take a place to be like Kyungkyu's mother by allowing him to kiss and even bring flowers for him. I hope Kyungkyu would find peace in his heart, all the best Kyungkyu!
Jisoo, he had the most photos available online, HA! He really have a unique character, strong voice and the cute dance is really daebak! I hope that he can have a singing career, though it's hard. But if he had the passion for it, why not? Hahaha, I understand how he cannot get up for school in the morning, and he did made an effort in waking up early and making his promise to SNSD, well done Jisoo!
As for HwiHoon, he is the maknae of all and the cutest. Seriously the wink during the dance has brought the whole thing turn lively! His dream for university I hope would never change, to protect others. :D All the best HwiHoon, you're still young and had a long way to go! PS: Stop wanting to play. Ha!
Ahhhh, SungHwan, you're such a tall guy! You are good by nature, you're just too passionate in your dream that you gave up studying. Listening to your idols, I hope that you will understand the fact that you need to study to get your dream. And you did your best in being the leader of the DBOYS. Hwaiting SungHwan! :D
DBOYS, I hope they can debut as a idol group, really.
But I know that would be difficult for them to handle the stress and so on.
I just hope they would live on with no regrets.
TEAMWORK, SO, SO, SO, SO, SO, Hwaiting!
PS: FT Island Severely is niceeeeee! :D
Labels: Dangerous Boys
Friday, February 10, 2012 @ Friday, February 10, 2012
29. Waiting for Kiseop to have more lines.
- Actually, I don't really have comments to this since I only know Kiseop is from UKISS after researching? But regarding to this, many groups are also experiencing this as well. Some members in a large group probably have only one line in one song? Ridiculous, but so true.
30. The member that messed up your bias list.
Uhmmmm, I don't really get this as well. Probably because my bias (Onew) did not get his list messed up? But once there's this show states that Jonghyun is the leader. Then I'm like o.o!
Probably I should do another one.
Get what I mean? Hahahah! It's nice and cool, but not every guy can pull it off well though. ><
Hellllllllllo!
Because I'm predicting this would be a short post, so I decided to do a THREE-SHOT! :D
Firstly, I want to say some well wishes to dearOnew.
dearOnew, please get well soon and take care! DDD:
withlove, yourdearfan.
Okay, recently, I notice that Thunder is soooo cute, looking like his noona Dara!
Awww, so I had been noticing Mblaq.
But, I didn't change my heart alright!
SHINee still holds a place in my heart. (ewww, it's so mushy i'm disgusted by myself)
-ignore-
Mblaq cry is so awesome till my knees are bruised. D:
Mblaq cry, stay and monalisa. (:
Then I randomly go to other boy group de musicvideo.
And I found out this boy group, they look all so alike and reminds me of Key and Taemin cause they are all blondie! ><
By the way, STREET JAM IS OVER!
I bet the boys did a great job, since Sooyoung and SeoHyun cried while watching their performace.
Congrats! :D
But still a bit sad thinking that only four of them are on stage.
Just like SHINee in Music Bank Paris.
Awwwwwww...........
Annyoung!
Labels: mblaq
Sunday, February 5, 2012 @ Sunday, February 05, 2012
OF COURSE IM NOT A HATER! Me VS Haters? I'll think I lose, but in my heart I'll win!
Yeahhhhh, I think that Hangul is coooool. The words can form romanizations and allow people that learn Hanyu, and English like me to know how to pronounce Hangul. How great is that? :D
Hello!
I guess is my fault for posting sucha negative post below.
So I decided to turn this post back to the happy blog it used to be.
As you know, I have tons of blogs.
Seriously.
I should have just put the below post to another blog instead.
But forget it, what's done is done.
Anyway, I'm okay right now.
The crazy posting won't kill me, but just give me some stress and unsteadiness which will result in me laomaobing, stomachache, which can lead to faint if it get worse.
But no worries, faint only ma, also won't die.
I think I needa psychologist.
JOKING!
Uhmmmm, I seriously miss SHINee (cries).
And I missed CHINGAY yesterday, like never in my life. D:
And moreover, just watched one movie, and I like the motivator!
Awesome job, but quite tough also.
Uhmmmmmmmmmm...
I don't know what to say already.
Initially got alot.
And I realise why I keep getting into jobs that does not give very high pay.
Someone told me that next time I get job should look at the pay first.
Hahahaha, but whatever, I like my current job, cause it made me realise a lot of things too.
Sometimes, people that are working with me teaches me alot of things.
Not directly teaching me, but what they say makes me think a lot.
And the scary thing is yesterday or something, I dreamt that my two of my best friends leave me.
One of them directly tell me not to be friends anymore in front of my face.
And another one avoid and ignore me.
And I cried the whole day in school (in my dream luh).
Untilllllllll, something good happen! :D
Not that my friend come back to me, but another thing happen.
Somehow, I want this dream to come true, not the front part duh, but the end part.
Hahahahaha!
And I think that I must have missed my friends too much till I have such a scary dream. o.o
-Inthegapbetweentallbuildings,ifoundarainbow-
Labels: off day
Thursday, February 2, 2012 @ Thursday, February 02, 2012
Yeahhh, i'm still thinking of my dear dubu. Hahahaha, he's the one that made me feel calm everytime i think of him. Gahhhh, when is he coming back? D:
Yeah, i agree with this. It's like so difficult for me to memorize just five. :x
Helllllo!
Yeah, the posting has arrived.
Am I happy or sad?
Initially I think that with my marks, I can go to a better poly or better course.
So I'm happy even though I cannot make it to my dream course.
But, the problem is, I chose a course that is not very popular, and in a normal poly.
I shall not say that the poly is bad, just normal.
Yeahhhh, I know you would say if you love your course, don't care whether it's popular or not.
The problem is, I love so many courses to the extent that I don't have any particular course I love to the extent I can beg for it.
I waver a half a day until my dear friends tell me they are in the same poly with me.
I'm happy, cause I enjoy their accompany.
However, when I start to check the things about the course, I started to realise, it's not very good for the future.
So, I have all this negative thoughts such as "You're going to waste another three years studying another diploma you think it's worth after this diploma I'm appointed to."
Yeahhhhh, I know you would say why I didn't choose properly or you would say, there is so much time and I didn't find out more?
Hahahahahahaha, I'm lazy and I don't care much you see.
That's why I'm sad, sad for myself and also angry at myself.
Why do I always do such stuffs, act like this, regret in the end, not have a great life or something.
I don't choose decisions well.
Uhmmm, I shall say I chose SKSS quite well, but this time I started to choose things blindly.
I think a lot, but I didn't see what is in front of me.
So, i mean, BLIND.
Sometimes I think so much to the extent that I come to a zero conclusion.
Whyyyyyy.
And I just spot it today, appeal deadline is yesterday, so is this fate?
I always come up with excuses like this to make me feel better.
So, I'm sad for myself again.
Gahhhhhh.
Another thing is, there's another five boys there to motivate me.
Of course, why is there 'another'?
SHINee were the first five strangers to motivate me and carry on with my life.
Now, another five boys are doing the same thing to me now, the Dangerous Boys.
They made me realise that, everything was never too late, when you found your goal, go for it.
It's great though, but I don't have a goal yet. -.-
Hahahaha, but why YongHyun is leaving?
It made me disappointed and sad.
It even discourages me.
Probably that's why I am still wavering with my posting results.
I really don't want to be a burden to the family.
I don't want them to spend so much school fees on me.
Neither I don't want them to take care of me when I can take care of myself.
Thus, I really want to find a good diploma and study, and find a good job.
Hopefully with a degree as well.
Anyway, there's no turning back.
I just had to move on and endure.
Until my next turn comes. DDDDDDD:
Labels: Sad ...., Sick ? Sad ? Happy ?
Monday, January 2, 2012 @ Monday, January 02, 2012
Yeahhhh, as I say, like Taemin. But now he's more man already. (:
Uhmmmm, please, I'm not. Hahahaha, NOT REALLY THAT PERVERT TO THE EXTENT. ><
Hellohellos!
I'm back will a longer post, but it's still consider short yea.
Uhmmm, I just realised a lot of people went to Korea.
Burning with envy uhhh, but nevermind, Korea wait for my comeback okay! :D
I'll be back to visit you when I'm older ~
And, I'm wondering if one should save.
I like saving, in terms of money, but suddenly I have this thought.
What's the point of saving when time don't wait?
For example, you're saving money instead of buying pretty clothes, than when you have lots of money, you're too old to wear pretty clothes you see.
So, should one save or not?
For me, I will continue saving la, cause this way I will feel secure. (:
But I already made up my mind if I can earn, I will definitely provide fees for my whole family to watch the Titanic exhibition before it ends. :D
Byebye~
Labels: titanic
Friday, December 30, 2011 @ Friday, December 30, 2011
Wooooooo, I like COLOURED SKINNY JEANS! But I bet when I wear it, it will look horrible on me. Hahahah, I think that yellow and blue is nice. :D What do you think?
And by the way, the top picture is SHINee and the bottom is SNSD. (:
I read fanfics! :D But I forgotten what's the term for OTP. Uhmmmmm...
Fanfics are nice to read! But read those clean de okay! ><
The feeling of something that you had grown feelings to but does not belongs to you.
Labels: Kpop
Thursday, December 29, 2011 @ Thursday, December 29, 2011
How cool is this? Hahahah, for Se7en, I don't really listen to his songs you see.
For 2NE1, it's like duh! Their songs are so catchy and makes me boost my confidence. :D
Gee gee gee, you would think of SNSD. And yes, I did listen to their songs of course. ;D
For SHINee's diva, that's KEY! He can dance to almost all the girl's group dances and it's like he is a very fashionable guy. (:
A heart been cold, feels empty and lost.
A heart been warm, warms others heart and fill up the soul again.
Labels: Just wanted to say, Wu Liao ...
