A new phase in life
Hello!
Well, since I've got a pretty nice blog layout now, it makes me want to blog more (laughs).
I wanted to make a very nice blog with nice photos talking about how my life has been, graduating and being unemployed. However, I couldn't wait (laughs).
So, I'm going to the workforce soon.
Time is passing way too fast.
I want to slow down things and see things in a bigger picture.
I guessed I'm too impatient at times.
Having a boyfriend is not an easy feat for me.
Being my boyfriend is not easy as well.
Thoughts about the future scares me.
So does growing up and being an adult.
I do have my fears, my anxieties and my worries.
Sometimes I do think that this is too much for me to handle.
Sometimes I do wish I can just probably give it all up and hide in my own corner.
But I guess everyone have to grow up one day right?
Who's going to protect me till I'm old if I'm not going to grow up and take care of myself.
I just have to take this a step at a time.
I do hope the people around me are patient.
It's nice to have this blog to kind of like type things out yeah?
At least now I can see my thoughts visually (laughs).
I'm someone that gives up easily.
I'm also someone that have big dreams.
And yes, expectations of how I want my life to be.
I won't say I've gotten to this day by myself.
Given a quitter like me, I must be very appreciative to all the supportive people around me.
That brought me up and grow together with me till this day.
I love my family and friends that made me a better person.
Carve my character to be who I am today.
And I'm glad to find someone that I love that supports me wholeheartedly as well.
While giving me cold harsh hurtful truth at times (laughs)
People might see my life as great?
Having a wonderful family with great friends that stayed by me.
And a caring and thoughtful boyfriend.
What's more I could have asked for right?
Now that I've got my job and everything is fine.
Well, I would say...
Yes, my life is great.
But I do sometimes still feel a little sad when things doesn't go as well.
Or sometimes when I think about how I've been thru all this to get to where I am now.
It gets me a little emotional.
Or sometimes knowing my life is great, I kind of wonder when this will last.
For someone that don't believe in forever,
I'm always living on a thread and always thinking negatively.
I should have gain some weight but instead I'm losing.
I've got the best of things but I do things to ruin it.
I'm trying my best not to but sometimes it gets hard.
Or the people around me finds it hard to keep me going.
Sometimes I wonder if all this is just a dream.
And if it's a dream, I'll be glad to sleep thru it.
In case I don't have time to update a new nicer post,
this shall be the post to give an overall view of 2017.
And with that, my 2018:
I hope that I'll be happier and optimistic towards life and continue to live.
signing off.
Well, since I've got a pretty nice blog layout now, it makes me want to blog more (laughs).
I wanted to make a very nice blog with nice photos talking about how my life has been, graduating and being unemployed. However, I couldn't wait (laughs).
So, I'm going to the workforce soon.
Time is passing way too fast.
I want to slow down things and see things in a bigger picture.
I guessed I'm too impatient at times.
Having a boyfriend is not an easy feat for me.
Being my boyfriend is not easy as well.
Thoughts about the future scares me.
So does growing up and being an adult.
I do have my fears, my anxieties and my worries.
Sometimes I do think that this is too much for me to handle.
Sometimes I do wish I can just probably give it all up and hide in my own corner.
But I guess everyone have to grow up one day right?
Who's going to protect me till I'm old if I'm not going to grow up and take care of myself.
I just have to take this a step at a time.
I do hope the people around me are patient.
It's nice to have this blog to kind of like type things out yeah?
At least now I can see my thoughts visually (laughs).
I'm someone that gives up easily.
I'm also someone that have big dreams.
And yes, expectations of how I want my life to be.
I won't say I've gotten to this day by myself.
Given a quitter like me, I must be very appreciative to all the supportive people around me.
That brought me up and grow together with me till this day.
I love my family and friends that made me a better person.
Carve my character to be who I am today.
And I'm glad to find someone that I love that supports me wholeheartedly as well.
While giving me cold harsh hurtful truth at times (laughs)
People might see my life as great?
Having a wonderful family with great friends that stayed by me.
And a caring and thoughtful boyfriend.
What's more I could have asked for right?
Now that I've got my job and everything is fine.
Well, I would say...
Yes, my life is great.
But I do sometimes still feel a little sad when things doesn't go as well.
Or sometimes when I think about how I've been thru all this to get to where I am now.
It gets me a little emotional.
Or sometimes knowing my life is great, I kind of wonder when this will last.
For someone that don't believe in forever,
I'm always living on a thread and always thinking negatively.
I should have gain some weight but instead I'm losing.
I've got the best of things but I do things to ruin it.
I'm trying my best not to but sometimes it gets hard.
Or the people around me finds it hard to keep me going.
Sometimes I wonder if all this is just a dream.
And if it's a dream, I'll be glad to sleep thru it.
In case I don't have time to update a new nicer post,
this shall be the post to give an overall view of 2017.
And with that, my 2018:
I hope that I'll be happier and optimistic towards life and continue to live.
signing off.
