I'm scared of Mr Badminton :X

Uhh... I'm dead :X

Today was another average day for me.
Average = Have good and bad.

The average day:
Humaira came for today's training ! :D
I'm so happy yeah !
My happiness from 0, upgrade to 10 ! :)

I'm thinking :
'Ohhs, what if she never come today ? I will be alone and ahhhhhhh ! T.T '
I really very very scared.
I don't know why.
This kind of scared will kill me.

Stroke with seniors, Pair with seniors.
I very very scared.
Cause I'm very very lousy.
It's lousy until like ...
Ohhs, it's the lousiest you have ever see :(

I keep forgetting.
Forgetting. Forgetting.
Forgetting footwork and many others.

I'm trying my best.
Maybe not trying my very best.
But I know I'm trying my best.
I know I very lousy.
Cannot help.
If can, I wanna be like ....
Anyone who was more powerful then me.
Not lousy then me can lerhs.
Who dunwans to be great ? :)

Today it's special going home.
I dunwanna stand in the same bus stop.
I'm scared.
I'm scared.
I walk walk walk.
My legs tired, I feel hungry.
Oh, suddenly rain.
Luckily not heavy, it's light :)
Calm my soul.
Nice, wonderful :D

Arrive home.
Self-therapy feels great :)
But it's self.
It's not as great as group.

It end here now.
I'm home.
I'm prepared for the next week's Wednesday.
I'm prepared every first today's dimissed.
JYJYS for me :D
It's another obstacles for me to overcome.
JiaYous !

But I'm still very very scared.

Seeyas :)

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