Hello! Well, since I've got a pretty nice blog layout now, it makes me want to blog more (laughs). I wanted to make a very nice blog with nice photos talking about how my life has been, graduating and being unemployed. However, I couldn't wait (laughs). So, I'm going to the workforce soon. Time is passing way too fast. I want to slow down things and see things in a bigger picture. I guessed I'm too impatient at times. Having a boyfriend is not an easy feat for me. Being my boyfriend is not easy as well. Thoughts about the future scares me. So does growing up and being an adult. I do have my fears, my anxieties and my worries. Sometimes I do think that this is too much for me to handle. Sometimes I do wish I can just probably give it all up and hide in my own corner. But I guess everyone have to grow up one day right? Who's going to protect me till I'm old if I'm not going to grow up and take care of myself. I just have to take this a ste...