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Leaving with a heavy heart.

As a child, I've always wanted to make my parents proud. I have no idea what to live to. Living for myself doesn't bring as much strength. Since my parents are the ones who brought me up, I've always believed I should be living for them. Of course, partly living for myself. I'm usually not so particular with my results. I'm quite a happy-go-lucky kind of person, or rather that type of student. Neither do my parents have very high expectations of me as well. My mum does says she wants to see me in that 'square hat' (yes, that's a kind of expectation). Yet, she doesn't really give me any stress and saying that just passing is fine. Well of course as a student, I came to realised that just passing will not get you a 'square hat'. Ever since then, I thought that maybe one day I can award them with the gift. Maybe with that, I will know what I should live for myself next. I thought I'll end up in Junior College, but apparently ...