Internship

Picture taken in S.E.A Aquarium
Hello, as promised yup I've come up with a blog post with a picture of my internship.
It's Day 1 that I ended my internship, and it does feels a little empty somewhere.
I had a breezy internship journey thanks to everyone.

Yes, but as soon as my internship ends, problems starts to surface.
When will I able to face it?
I feel so sorry for everyone but I'm still doing the same to all.
I can't bring myself out.
I told myself I should just focus on my studies and probably be a workaholic next time.
But still, opportunities just wavers me.
I don't really know how I feel, I don't even know myself well.
I always believed that not all people can be there for me since they never seen me at my worst.
Do I even give people the chance to see me at my worst?

I'm always trying to show my best to everyone.
Ended up with the realization that there's no one truly like you for who you are but the one that you showed instead.
I did have a few friends that actually knows me well and didn't leave.
And indeed I'm grateful.
What about the others?
The others that want to know me more.

I don't know.
How I wished I'm at Kranji and kitty is able to help me with it.
What am I supposed to do now?
Decision at last is still up to me.

Signing off.

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