Picture taken in S.E.A Aquarium Hello, as promised yup I've come up with a blog post with a picture of my internship. It's Day 1 that I ended my internship, and it does feels a little empty somewhere. I had a breezy internship journey thanks to everyone. Yes, but as soon as my internship ends, problems starts to surface. When will I able to face it? I feel so sorry for everyone but I'm still doing the same to all. I can't bring myself out. I told myself I should just focus on my studies and probably be a workaholic next time. But still, opportunities just wavers me. I don't really know how I feel, I don't even know myself well. I always believed that not all people can be there for me since they never seen me at my worst. Do I even give people the chance to see me at my worst? I'm always trying to show my best to everyone. Ended up with the realization that there's no one truly like you for who you are but the one that you showed inst...

16 July 2014 07:45  |  By Denise Ngo 9 signs you’re terrified of falling in love Because only freaks would let this happen to them, right? There’s a great quote in the movie  Her  (2013) where a jaded character describes love as a “form of socially acceptable insanity.” And yeah, we’d have to agree. Falling in love is terrifying. One minute you’re leading a simple life as a single person, and the next, you’re handing over all that hard-earned autonomy for a life of physical, emotional, and financial co-dependence. You’re completely vulnerable. Falling is love is basically akin to giving another person permission to ruin your life. (Of course, they can also make you incredibly happy, but those odds can feel a little long once you’ve gotten used to being unattached.) It’s easy to blame bad luck and a lack of opportunity for your perpetual singleness, but if you really  are  looking for love, maybe the problem is that you’re scared of it....

I enjoy days like this. Yes, tomorrow is Monday. Another day for my intern to go on for the next few weeks before it ends. I like intern. It's like a escapade for me. From all sorts of people I want to run away from. I'll still have to face it though. But at least I got myself a break. Like going for an overseas period. Intern is tough and difficult. But the good points actually overweighs it. So I guess I'm quite happy with it. Now to reality, I had to come up with a report of my happy days. With serious stuffs. Hmmmm... how shall I deal with this. In the meantime, I guess I'll post the next one with a picture of my internship. Yes, a picture that I'm most happy with. I don't know who's reading this, but if you do, many thanks! Meanwhile, see you soon I guess? (:

Hi everyone, it has being like quite long since I updated this blog. No matter what, I will still keep this blog. Being busy most of the time, updating this blog of mine became a chore. So, I can only update when I'm free kay? (: Alright, it's 2014 now. A lot of things had change, and I'm glad there's friends that stayed. Loves to all (especially to those yeah you know I'm talking about you hehe) Some memorable moments of this holiday before it ends. Met up with HappyFamily (although not full strength) and played badminton. Met up with the Sotongs (not full strength as well) and had fun. Went to Kukup with family and relatives and cousins. AWESOME. Went to RiverSafari with beloved family. And last of all, I went to countdown with my polymates. (: There's many things that happened in 2013. And I hope that I can move on and continue with a happy 2014. Still, there are things I would like to keep with me in 2013. Live life happy an...

Hey readers of this blog (which idk who will even read this inconsistent update blog) I'm here to proudly present you my newly revamped blog. *with a new skin* Hehe, you like? I kinda like it, although I've gotta say I get bored of editing or adding new things. So yeap, the substance is still the same. Teehee. Anyway, how's life everyone? My life is kinda okay. YEAR2SEM1 is just over like this *snaps finger* And heyyyyy, I'm now in holiday already. This semester is wayyy over interesting for me. I might post and I might not during the holidays. It depends. Firstly, I have a story to complete and also I wanna make another blog. Hehehe, a review blog. Because I'm having quite a lot of makeup samples and stuffs so I had decided to make a review blog. And maybe that blog might have some fashion in it as well? Ahya, my sense of fashion maybe people might not be interested anyway but I'm just happy to do it. Hmmm... why am I not...

You're in a mental hospital. (my own version) Seems interesting so let's play with this. Your room mate: Hazwani.  Yippee. Awesome to have a bro as a roommate. Licking the window: Agnes Dajie.  What were you doing? Cleaning the windows? Person helping you escape: Tina.  Wahhh such a privilege. Hehe Your doctor: HuiFen. Oh my. You better take care of me hor. Person running around naked: Joey. I can't imagine. Maybe cos she forgot her towel after a shower. Person yelling nonsense about a clown: Raagini. Mum, U like clowns? Person you went crazy with: YiLin. Had no idea. Gotta add in huifen cause she also siao one. Hahaha. JUST FOR FUN SORRY!

Heyyyy, just wanna post something about some of the sweet friends I had. It's like a small random dedication uh. I wanna thanks all my friends for being so caring and thoughtful to me. I appreciate with gratitude (yay!) Firstly, thanks to HAPPYFAMILY. I'll never forget the day you all went to my house to visit me when I am in my most sick moment in my life. I really couldn't stand up and even have difficulties sitting up to talk to you all, and also smile cause I'm so sick I couldn't even laugh much. And tears keep wanting to drop, reasons is sick and touched at the same time la! That's such a nice surprise. And for Wifey PingTing, thanks for buying my herbal bottles when I'm sick during training! Feel so bad to let you pay for me at times ): Secondly, thanks to HuiFen for asking whether did I faint when I went to LTCamp instead. Hahaha, so for the whole day I didn't reply her, she thought I had dental appointment and the medicine is too strong t...

Hellooooo! Don't really have that crave for a post until when I saw this very touching blog post from wifey! So, here I am wanting to give back a return post as a gratitude and appreciation ah!~ Heyyyyy WIFEY! Thanks alot for the very long post for me, and yes I'm indeed very touch and happy! It's okay, you don't really have to feel apologetic for not coming to meet me on the actual birthday because seeing you guys message me I'm already happy enough! But of course, that doesn't mean when I see you all I won't feel happy ah. Since it's like so long that HappyFamily get together, so I think that if I see you guys at any time I will be more happy! Kekeke. Our friendship is destiny! Yayyyy! It's really great to know you guys in CCA cause our trainings can be quite horrid at times (you know what I mean). But with you guys, I feel very happy and looking forward to trainings! Woohoooo, miss the times we play badminton together. HappyFamily right, is the...

In SHINee right, Key suits blonde, it's nice on him. I couldn't imagine if Onew gets blonde. But whatever it is, as long as it's Onew... hmmm I'll give it a yay? Hahaha bias right? My favourite! It's like for me to travel there, I spend $20 plus dollars. And it's really very risky. But, the two times that I went were all successful thanks to my pro friend and I get to see them so close! Although yes Onew you, why you always cover yourself up now? So sad me ): Hahahaha, although it sounds irritating at times BUT I LIKE IT AND I SING IT EH EH EH EH EH EH EH. Yes, I think they are great! Everybody is busy with work and studies and there they go getting little or no money to spend so much time to sub. I tried translating before and it's quite tough. And if you sub wrongly for them, misunderstanding arise and trouble comes. Than people start bashing for just one mistake they make, I mean please, it's just one mistake right. P...

   I do that. Sometimes I use dictionary.com and sometimes I use Google.   Oh KEYKEYKEYKEY!~ Of course I'll only think of Key when I saw this pic. Kekeke.   2NE1TV, yes I have seen some episodes of it. It's kinda nice to watch another side and the daily life of 2NE1 since they don't really do variety shows much.   Hehehehe (yes I did that) SO RELATABLE.   Mushroom.... Taemin? Taemin's Mushroom Hair.   I think I spot JongHyun's Roo over there.... (Third from left first row)   Thought of that before, but actually I prefer to fly around the world and stay at bathroom all the time. (Ugh) Let's skip 92.     Ohyeahhh, the moment is great, touching, awesome, and many more feelings moment that I have. PEARL AQUA SEA~   Some GIFs are really funny. That's why I like tumblr. Heyyo I'm back! And yes SHINee is back with Dream Girl. Kekeke. Around three people tell me that Dream Girl is nice? Hmmm, not su...

Ohyeahhhh yeahhhh, Dad says i'm a dino. Maybe i'm one. Those person that doesn't exist already. RARE SPECIES. Hmmmm, seems like i'm spending another Valentine's Day alone yes? Nevermind la, I'm find with it. No, Valentine's Day is another normal day for me. This time round I think it's holiday for me? Or mugging for exams? Ahahaha, I have no idea. But it is kinda not an important date for me now. Actually somehow I know why I am still been single, that's cause I'm been defensive. I bet even if someone that I like a lot or have a crush on suddenly comes and confess to me I think I wouldn't accept it straight. Till the day I found the right one. Or I don't even need to find, it will come to me. Or not.

Talking about skinship, I had this friend that really like skinship. Hmmm, at first i'm kinda shock, but then I came to adapt to it. Skinship with friends is nice, it makes me feel closer and bonded. Ohhhh, the creepers. I know Onew creep, is it in Golden Bell? Hmmm, anyway I know this Chanyeol actually creep. Like seriously, the stare of the creeper is horrifying but still I find Chanyeol cute! This creeper is cute! Now my wallpaper is Open House with my friends. But as for default, it's acutally Onew la. If not Onew alone also got SHINee ma. Hmmmm, relationship for the first one is my friends duh, and for the other is one fan-idol relationship. YES. Yes, I remember doing that. Fangirls do that. J.Lewis and J.B are also in the Exo Boyfriend thing. Okay, I have no idea what is this. But I think it has been quite long since I drank cola. And also I don't really stalk Beast, I only did a little on Yoseob because he had an English compete with Onew. And h...

If i'm in StarKing, it totally depends on what I will react. Firstly, I would be greatly crazy if Onew is there of course. Hmmm, maybe if all my faves were there, especially TTBY cast too, I'll be so happy. I might talk on my wonderful KPOPFANGIRL life, how I might them and what kind of things I had heard or done. And probably some of my life experiences. GREAT. And I'll get to have a taste of Onew's ttakbam or even get one of my faves backhug *yippee* Alright, hiiiiiiiiiieeeee! Yes, it has been since a very long time that I have been here. Hmmmm, the only person asking me to update my blog is my wifey! Probably she's the only reader hanging around here. Hahahah, nevermind I will still blog. Recently, I came up with many ideas on what I want to post about. But whenever I start blogging, it's like oh I forget what I want to say already. YESSS! That's why I always end up with post that are short. Moreover, recently I think quite a lot, and have lo...

Answer your name A. Do I love someone? B. Favourite band. C. Who I like and why I like them. D. Hardest thing I’ve ever been through. E. My best friend. F. My favourite movie. G. Sexual orientation. H. Do I smoke/drink? I. Have any tattoos or piercings? J. What I want to be when I get older. K. Relationship with my parents. L. One of my insecurities. M. Virgin or not? N. Favourite place to shop at? O. My eye colour. P. Why I hate school. Q. Relationship status as of right now. R. Favourite song at the moment. S. A random fact about myself. T. Age I get mistaken for. U. Where I want to be right now. V. Last time I cried. W. Concerts I’ve been to. X. What would you do if (…)? Y. Do you want to go to college. Z. How are you? C. Who I like and why I like them. -I like SHINee. I like them because they are awesome. H. Do I smoke/ drink? - No, I hate them somehow. But it's always good to learn some drinking. U. Where I want to be right now. - My bed. A...

DALMATIAN 101! Ohhh, there's a kpop group by the name of Dalmatian too! MALE GROUP LAII DE! Ohyeah, I love CFs! I know Onew like the chicken CF the most, but now contract end le! SAD DUBU! ): I have no idea about idol fanboys for Yoona, but then Yoona fanboys are SONES! I love to kekekeke toooooo!~ JONGHYUN the DINOSAUR! Yes, the jawline make him look like one totally. MNET, although I didn't have the channel here in Singapore but I have been watching on the net! Mnet scandal and stuffs like that. (: OhHeyHi! My HTML codes are all messed up for this post, urghhh. Anyway, I think that today my guitar and pick is super happy! I spend like 3 plus hours on it. And wow, my hand still maintained uhhh! Didn't get blisters but still swollen red and pain. But much better than the first time I played. UGLY, LONELY AND I'M YOURS. I'm so super glad. Using a pick, but I still don't really like sounds made from the pi...

Hello! Doing a small talk here in the midnight. Was looking through some of what my friends had given me last time and I really feel blessed with my friends. My friends were blessing to me, really. I see through the things they give me, so sincere and thoughtful. Knowing what I like. And some photos of us smiling together, the feeling is so awesome. Thinking back, the times we spent is really a lot. And time seriously go zoom, those are already the past. I'm happy that some that went in to my lives, stayed until now and never give up on me regardless how annoying I can get or how dense am I. I'm happy that they are making me happy. It's a miracle fate and destiny where two person came together so close like family members without any relation in blood. So here, I want to mention a few things that I'm glad of. HuiFenCarrissaYueRong aka SOTONGS, they had being very kind and understanding friends of mine. We are so understanding with one another that we never once fought. ...

Sorry, I don't have such mindset. HEHE! ONEWLEEJINKI, it has always been him. Uhmmm, I don't really memorise ahjussi's name. But I know there's this guy that always support SHINee by imitating their dance. HAHA! Sorry I don't know, but it sure sounds funny. Ohyeah, sureyeah! Thankfully, Singapore is mostly choosen! Woohoo!~ Hello! Actually I have tons to say but I forgot. Hmmmm, ohwell! Today went to the Harry Potter Exhibition at the Art and Science Museum. It's fun and interactive! That's it. BYE!

KEYSHAAAAA!~ TVXQ! This song is creepy to me and my brother initially. OHNO, I know sometimes we are sick people, i'm very sorry. I have my kpop collection! Sadly, it's not original albums and stuffs. The most proud collection I have is my dear lightsticks and concert freebies! (although I didn't go for the concert opps) Yes, they are more than presents. Thank you very much. I think this have another meaning but I just interpret it literally, i'm very sorry again. HEYYYYYYY! I'm back, yes after quite a long time. Was slowly doing my blogskin. YES, YOU REALISE IT'S A NEW BLOGSKIN! Hahaha, I know this blogskin is not as nice as the previous one. Actually initially nice, however because of my posts with huge photos it became kinda distorted. Hmmmm. Anyway, if you don't like than don't read lo. I'm going to stay this way until I find the mood to make another blogskin or change. 不好意思啊。 Anyway, was watching shows recently. Not working of course, i'm no...